Monday, January 11, 2010 <<

i never felt this way before.
you relli make my day my dear..
i've been smilling..
eversince the day i met you.

i just wanna say i love you..
i love you alot.
i just wannna say sorry if in the future i wil hurt you.
i relli love you.
and if u were to go away..
idk what to do anymore.

one more thing:
dont let me found out anything suspicious about you..
if u were to haf someone else?pls tell me..
thanks..
its best if u tell me.then i found out.

Labels: ily

i`m all yours *
5:04 AM

Monday, January 4, 2010 <<

Jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

[*]
Maafkan jika memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

Tak ada lagi yang bisa kulakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

Reff:
Ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

Ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti

Ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
akulah hati yang
kau sakiti...

i`m all yours *
9:15 AM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 <<

if everyday seems as a wonderful day...it wont be this tiring...
if everday, each individual dont keep complaining..life is a very happy thing...
if just everthing just keep their mouth shut..this wont have been happening..
u feel bad?then what about mie?
i have hopes..
i have faith in you...
i dont want that thing to bring me down..
if by letting u go tis the way ur happy with...
i will...
i'm sorry..
but it just dont turn out the way it is anymore..
i dont seem to kne u...
i dont kne what to do...
i'm sorry...
yes..i keep blaming thing formyself..
i dont care whether its my fault or not..
but i will tell u i really..feel suckish rite now..
i wanna pour things out..but this is the only way i can do it..
i'm not the sort who can talk...
i cant talk aboutmy own feelings..
im lost..
i have a bad past...i dont wanna repeat it at all..
enuf is enuf...
i swear...i'm true i'm not good enuf..

i`m all yours *
2:20 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009 <<

when you said its over...
teras keep rolling down...
tears keep haunting mie..
even the word that u said..
i'm sorry...
the word i'm fine,i'm alright..
just doesnt prove mie that i;m exactly fine..
well..i just dont..

things are not the same anymore..
even if it hurt mie tht bad..
in front of u..i keep smilling..
steepping..
to stand..ok...
to show you that i;m ok...
when i;m not..
without u..
nothing seem will ever be fine...
nothing will ever change it...
i miss you very much..i love you..

i keep crying whenever i remember thelast word that u said to mie...
goodbye.its over..nothing can change that...
i dont kne anymore...
i'm sorry...

i'm sory my dear..i really cant keep saying that i'm ok when i'm not..
i dont wanna keep saying it..
i dont wanna presure u..but u seem to keep everything ffrom...
ireaaly dont kne anymore...
i'm sorry.
if my absence wil make u happy...
then iwill...i dont ken if this is the right thing..
but..if u think its making u happy..
then...i wil...
i;m sorry...

Labels: sorry...i dont wana keep hurting you

i`m all yours *
2:19 AM

im not sure how to feel im not sure what i feel anymore cus i never felt that big sometimes it hurts me so bad its the words gotta say and i cant live like that i don't wanna be alone i tried but i don't know

i don't know if i like it without you, without you, without you, ooo tell me how im supposed to make it without you, without you, without you you got me crying tonight is this what its gonna be like i try and act like im fine but i will never be right without youuuuu, without youuuu, without youuuu without you i don't know

i don't know if i like it without you, without you, without you, ooo tell me how im supposed to make it witout you, without you, without you you got me crying tonight is this what its gonna be like i try and act like im fine but i will never be right without youuuuu, without youuuu, without youuuu without you i don't know

the one thing i do know that im so sure of cus with you gone im lost and im so confused i cant deal with it no more without you i cant see it, take this pain from me so i can make room for you, cus you've been gone from me for too long i don't know

Labels: i miss ya

i`m all yours *
2:14 AM

Saturday, October 17, 2009 <<

why??
why did you keep saying you wana leave??
i'm tired listening..and when i wanted to prove u that i wanted to change..
you leave mie??why?i just love you....why would i still be here if i cant take the temper u give mie??
the shoutings...
i just want u.nothing else..
tears flow down my cheek..evrytime i had dreams like that...
i am fearful...i don twant tht to happen..i have you..but now?
i'm all alone..in a world of sharks and alligators??nobody to protect mie anymore??
p.s i still love you...
i'm sorry...

i`m all yours *
4:05 AM

Friday, October 9, 2009 <<

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you now, still I miss you somehow

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart

You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you

You promised yourself, but to somebody else,
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

Labels: i hope ur stIll here

i`m all yours *
7:28 AM